Redefined

It was last Sunday when I took my first step towards another unfamiliar world; I was invited by one of my friends to join a V-Group (Victory Group) and for some strange reason, when she asked me, I immediately said yes with no hesitation.

Why? I don’t know. Maybe because I was curious? I was so curious how most of the people I knew who belonged to the same organisation (I don’t even know if that’s a correct term) had that same joy in their faces. Despite hardships, they all seemed to be happy & fulfilled; or is it because I’ve been reading blogs of different people who have given their testimonies on how they have been saved? Or is it because for such a long time, I’ve been searching for a place that will make me feel that I truly belong?

Breakthroughs

I cannot believe that 2016 went by so fast! It felt like it flew by just like that and its as if I'm still meant to do a lot of things but I ran out of time.

It was an interesting year I guess; it was quite difficult because I've been through a lot of emotional breakdowns. I became career driven again but reality eventually got to me and I realised that I am no longer my old self and it was difficult to pull off a double life (Wife/Mom vs Career Woman). 


I chose to stay in my current role and be better on it instead of taking a bigger responsibility because aside from it felt right and made more sense, it also felt like it was the right fit for me and for once, it felt like I really belonged which made me even happier. 


I wanted to do a lot of things, I wanted to try new hobbies but I got so lazy! Maybe it was also because I got so busy with my double life and it felt like I was burnt out but I did not want to admit it; so I just stopped doing things and just waited for the year to be over. 

It was a great deal of emotional roller coaster but the past year also gave me so much life lessons which I am very grateful for and I wanted to make sure that I'm able to use it this year.